Oh boy do I get it.īut then there is Ethan and just the thought of him quoting Disney in that flannel and those Docs with that megawatt smile has me in a puddle of goo. I get that you have wanted this boy FOREVER and when you get the smallest reaction from him you turn into someone you aren't, just to hold on. I know where you are with Jackson because I could put at least a half dozen names and faces in his place. You're going to be the belle of the ball."Ĭasey, I get you my boy. "Impossible, that's not how fairy tale endings work. "What if I confess my undying love to him and he doesn't feel the same way? I just don't think my poor heart can take it." Why am I telling you this? Well, Casey is me in a way. He would sweep me off my feet and we would ride into the sunset together on a riding style lawn mower with me wearing his straw cowboy hat. Or.that I would meet a random boy who would take a single look at me and see the ME that I wanted all those crushes to see. I had this dream, this fairy tale if you will, of the day the boy I fancied would see me and realize I was exactly what their life was missing. I was forever in love/lust with someone who never wanted me back. I am the girl who has lived on the lonely side of unrequited love most of my life. So this story.let me tell you a short story first.
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